I would like to not be just playing strings and putting chords together because they sound good together Play with purpose and not say I play this way because I want to be original “not because I don’t want to share that I have no ideal how to strum a familiar song because I don’t understand how rhythm works” on the instrument. I want to be honest with my playing and where I stand not be afraid to push the envelope and play things that will challenge me and my abilities so I do get better not playing the same thing over and and over until I submit again. I want to love holding my guitar again.