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What to do !!!
Hello to the forum ! I am doing this because I know that someone can give me advice. I am Jeff I joined the group about a month ago. the first two weeks was so motivating. I have known my wife has stage four cancer and it is said to be terminal.Her body is rejecting the chemo and I have a front row seat to watch the woman I have loved for 33 years slowly fade away.I know this isn’t exactly guitar related but to me it is! I made her a promise to play and sing her a song for her. I know chords scales and all the bs we all do trying to teach our selves the guitar. in the past few weeks I have not had the time to practice because my wife has been so ill. I can not let her go without for-filling this promise. I feel guilty for spending time on guitar. I feel as if I should give her all my attention. I don’t know what to do. I do but then it feels like I am doing something wrong . I am broken because of this and people out there go through things the same as me ! I know I am being tested in a since ,but my choice will all-ways be her before myself. On the same hand I want to keep my promise to her ! I love the guitar just holding it the sound of the strings ringing out the chords and the challenge of it all. All I ever wanted for my self is to know this instrument ! the funny thing is the promise when I accomplish something I think of it as a step closer to the goal. I just don’ feel good about it in the current situation. thanks Jeff
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